I was a young and careless boy when my father went through
an interferon therapy with poor prognosis and within 5 years fell seriously
ill. I was still coming of the age when a person himself is experiencing shifts
in mood and personality. An age when you don’t even know who you are. My father
wanted me to become a better and stronger image of myself as if he himself knew
that he doesn’t have enough time. One night, he went into coma and as a young
boy all I knew was that his disease has progressed to some advance level. The
next day as I was appearing in a viva My mother called and asked me to come
to the hospital immediately. That was the last moment when I grabbed his hand
and for a moment he opened his eyes and like something was not letting him do so
he fell asleep once again. By the night he was declared dead. After his death,
the resulting void and financial crisis among other things made me develop
negative thoughts, anxiety and detachment from the world. I would have done
something extreme if not for my mother’s constant support and the clinical
therapy. I learned that you have to work it all out; your priorities, your
friends, how you want to live, everything.
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